Life and Death
Filed Under: General Fix @ May 28, 2010 | Comments Off
I fear death. Not because of anything for myself but because I don’t think my family can make it without me. Not yet anyway. Most especially if I take into consideration my dad and my brother. They clash all the time. I can’t leave them alone at home and not worry about them clashing. My sisters can live without me. They can handle themselves far better than the boys. I still need a few years for my brother. With my dad, I know my sisters will take care of him. But what if someone in the family gets sick and I am not here anymore? Or someone gets into trouble? I am scared of what might happen.
I am not being presumptuous that I am indispensable in their lives. I’m not. But there are situations wherein I know they would need me.
