Life in the future
Filed Under: General Fix @ July 23, 2009 | Comments Off
There are days when I feel like I’m just drifting, letting life pass me by without even exerting any effort to look like I care. Not even knowing where exactly I am headed. Or even remotely sure what I truly want out of my life.
I will be turning a year older by next month. I should already have a plan for the future. But I don’t. I have been worried about it for years and years and I finally put a stop to it. My brother died young. My mom died young. I just might die young as well. From worrying too much.
If there’s anything I learned from the past, it’s to realize that life is short and I have to make each day of it count. And I am trying to make each day special. Even in my own little way. Still drifting sometimes. But at least I am trying.
